I miss learning how to drive with you. I miss weeks on the Island. I miss your stories about goats. I miss your songs. I miss you and grandma taking us to town. I just wanted to be greedy and have some more time – I don't miss cancer, its a real pain in the ass.

I don't pretend this blog makes a difference or anyone actually gets information from it. However I like to think that somewhere a random person finds it when they are dealing with a problem and I help. Be it with microsoft products, security issues, goat care, …life. I like to think that I know it all – but I don't.

I do know that the only way you can ever take away the pain of death is to know that if you trust in God - that one day when your cancer comes, you can be with your family once again. If God isnt your thing, I cant express how important it is to just call your loved ones, and remind them that you care, because the clock of life isnt yours to wind.

I love you grandma and grandpa’s and Kathleen and I will see you soon.